Tuesday, April 25, 2006
well, i'm back.. aft quite awhile of being MIA.. yeah.. hmm.. well, my past week wasn't really that good for me, heh, basically everythin wasn't goin rite for me, and what's more was that i'd suddenly feel depressed, despair and rejected for no ryhme or reason.. hmm.. well, i even had thoughts of leaving Faith for another Church, but aft last nights talks with Ah-Pa, DaJie n Grace, i realised somethin else.. and that that even if i go to somewhere else, would i still feel the same?.. would i still be unable to feel God's presence in my like just as i did last time?.. and i realised the answer was yes.. hmm.. ah-pa also made me realise that hey, sometimes during your walk with God, he's gonna let ya go thru these kinda occasions, but he's definitely not left ya, cuz he stands strong to his promise, that he'll always be thr for ya.. it could also be because of the things that you yourself have done, unconfessed sins, sins, unforgiveness etc.. or it could mean this is a time of testing, to see if your loyal even when he's "not there".. and during service, i was prayed for.. i had another revelation, and that was that sometimes when things are rough, and you feel that your walkin alone, jus remember the story of "footprints"
Footprints
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest
times in his life. This really bothered him and he
questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, You said thatonce I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed
you most you would leave me."The Lord replied,
"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would
never leave you. During your times of trial and
suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it
was then that I Carried You."i always feel comforted when i read this, cuz it really remind's me that God's always there for me, that when sometimes you feel that the road's tough and things aren't going your way, those are the times when God is supportin you the most.. cuz He loves us, he loves us so much as to even send his one and only son to the cross, the most shameful type of punishment in those times, to die for us, allowing us to receive him and his gift of eternal life if we believe in Him.right now, i'll continue to stay in my home, Faith Community Baptist Church, where my family is, even thou sumtimes i do feel rejected and left out, i know its home.. Thank God.. until the time comes when he tells me to move, i'll remain here, in Faith..
-Penned down, 24/04, by Henzy David.. with Thanks to the Heavenly Father.
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/25/2006 07:43:00 PM
