Sunday, April 30, 2006
i cried my heart out today.. at the altar, i guess God really came for me today.. helping me clear away all that fear of rejection, grantin me new anoiting.. yeah.. i felt God speak to me thru e sermon today, i felt that he said "Keep It Up! don't stop! You are doing well." yeah.. it was very reaffirming.. yeah. aft the things that i've gone thru.. yeah.. hmm.. i learnt something new today, that we gotta take that first step in the strength that we've got, then the Holy Spirit will bring his anointing to you and work thru you.. sumhow i feel that all i've gone thru for the past weeks is a time of trial, of testing.. and i know that God want ot help me become a much better person thru it.. yeah.. ah, i really thank God for everythin in my life.. hmm.. i was talkin to my spiritual nephew, Bobby abt the things God did for me in my life.. yeah.. as i spoke to him abt it, i really see how much God has helped me and changed me.. yeah.. hahax.. God's really amazing.. Hallelujah.. Praise the Lord.. for He is Jehovah Shalom - God is My Peace.. yeah.. =)
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/30/2006 10:51:00 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
man i'm hooked onto Pirates of the Caribbean.. haha.. yeah.. the movie's jus so cool, soundtrack's jus so nice.. haha.. man.. snap out of it.. haha.. well hey, look at the dates, its been like one month since i got baptised.. check it out.. haha.. time really flies.. ah, today i travelled to Holy Grace Church at east coast rd for a weddin, Adrain Chan and Belle's.. right.. ah, grand occasion, and for the first time in history, i wore a long sleeve shirt.. haha.. cool man, and i realised i look quite nice in one.. xD.. aft that, i was actually supposed to go for thumbs up, train the trainers, but i didn't, i figured i'd rather go for the full program than jus half of it.. so i went to parkway parade with DaJie, Jasper, Grace, KaiYee n Valerie.. yeah, swensens, walk ard, arcade.. haha.. yeah.. then went home, spent the whole time talkin to Grace sis.. like suddenly we got alot of things to talk abt man.. haha.. yeah.. so that's my day..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/29/2006 11:10:00 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
well, i'm back.. aft quite awhile of being MIA.. yeah.. hmm.. well, my past week wasn't really that good for me, heh, basically everythin wasn't goin rite for me, and what's more was that i'd suddenly feel depressed, despair and rejected for no ryhme or reason.. hmm.. well, i even had thoughts of leaving Faith for another Church, but aft last nights talks with Ah-Pa, DaJie n Grace, i realised somethin else.. and that that even if i go to somewhere else, would i still feel the same?.. would i still be unable to feel God's presence in my like just as i did last time?.. and i realised the answer was yes.. hmm.. ah-pa also made me realise that hey, sometimes during your walk with God, he's gonna let ya go thru these kinda occasions, but he's definitely not left ya, cuz he stands strong to his promise, that he'll always be thr for ya.. it could also be because of the things that you yourself have done, unconfessed sins, sins, unforgiveness etc.. or it could mean this is a time of testing, to see if your loyal even when he's "not there".. and during service, i was prayed for.. i had another revelation, and that was that sometimes when things are rough, and you feel that your walkin alone, jus remember the story of "footprints"
Footprints
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life
there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest
times in his life. This really bothered him and he
questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, You said thatonce I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed
you most you would leave me."The Lord replied,
"My son, My precious child, I love you and I would
never leave you. During your times of trial and
suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it
was then that I Carried You."i always feel comforted when i read this, cuz it really remind's me that God's always there for me, that when sometimes you feel that the road's tough and things aren't going your way, those are the times when God is supportin you the most.. cuz He loves us, he loves us so much as to even send his one and only son to the cross, the most shameful type of punishment in those times, to die for us, allowing us to receive him and his gift of eternal life if we believe in Him.right now, i'll continue to stay in my home, Faith Community Baptist Church, where my family is, even thou sumtimes i do feel rejected and left out, i know its home.. Thank God.. until the time comes when he tells me to move, i'll remain here, in Faith..
-Penned down, 24/04, by Henzy David.. with Thanks to the Heavenly Father.
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/25/2006 07:43:00 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
yeah.. went to the SYF today cuz my sch band participated in it.. yeah.. was held at the national stadium.. got many nice shots and a lousy video.. argh.. darn, i couldn't get the whole thing on tape.. man, i was like filmin halfway and the thing said memory full.. sigh.. now i'm tryin to get the vid frm the sch.. haha.. yeha.. well.. i kinda pity the band man.. its like they performed quite well, then they practiced real hard.. but they got bronze.. man.. but hey.. "you did great guys!" yeah.. yeah.. well that's abt it.. all i had ta say.. haax..
My Reflection..
i jus realised smth, that's that the past few days when i was reading thru the book of samuel i was actually tryin to survey how king David lead his life and follow aft him.. but i realised that it was not to be that way.. i think God showed me that its not the life of David or anyone else that we should follow/lead, but instead, it should be the life of Christ Jesus Himself.. yeah.. indeed.. =)
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/22/2006 10:36:00 PM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
haha.. jus postin for the fun of it.. i'll give ya guys a more detailed post another time.. haha.. not tday.. yeah.. =) kinda slacking, stressed, yet busy week for me.. so i'll get back to the bloggin' board asap!.. you have my word.. haha.. stay tuned for more... till then.. sayonara
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/20/2006 09:49:00 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
u know, i realise that right now, my life ain't about me no longer.. its about the people.. not like it used to be, like how i just lived my life just for my friends, although sumtimes i still do, but right now, its more or less to love the people, just like Christ loved us.. and another thing i realised, it ain't gonna be easy, cuz ya can't love them by ur own means, n ya can't do it by flesh.. cuz ya gotta do it by faith.. yupx.. well.. praise God then.. haha.. would you believe me if i said nothin's ever impossible for God?.. Hallelujah!!.. i fasted solid food today, for the good friday events that are happening this friday, for the people i'm bringin n for me to hear God clearly..(now i'm wonderin if ya can fast one thing for so many things *thinks* ) haha.. n i managed to do it!!.. yeah. praise God.. haha.. and wat's more, i managed to get one boy down for the friday event.. haha.. Praise God again!!.. not exactly up to the number of ppl i wanted but still Praise God!!... yeah.. haha.. at least i have one, most of the times i've got none!!.. but with God there'll be multitudes.. yeah.. haha..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/12/2006 10:04:00 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
haha.. well.. guess wat day it is today?.. my b'dae.. lol.. man, thkx guys for all the presents.. haha.. seriously, this year is really the year that i received the most presents.. haha.. normally i'd jus buy a present for myself.. haha.. yupx.. haha.. well, today was quite a fun day.. actually had very big plans to make this year one of the most memorable birthdays in my life.. but my big plans sorta failed.. haha.. no matter.. i still have next year.. haha.. yeah.. but i think that i still had the warmest birthday wishes this year.. haha.. jus being thankful for that.. yup.. had dinner with Ben, Keith and Jasper.. yep.. well that's jus about it for today.. haha.. alright..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/11/2006 11:09:00 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
oh c'mon Henzy, wat are u tryin to do?.. practically games nowadays ain't goin my way.. or mayb its jus today.."*thinks* hmm, mayb its me just thinkin too much again.. well.. mayb i'm just tired.. yeah.. haha.. hmm.. forget it lah.. haish.. i've got other things to do than think so much.. what's more, i've got no idea what i'm thinkin abt.. lol.. like my birthday, which is tml.. haha.. yupx.. got nothin much to blog abt today.. jus chronolising my life again.. yupx.. haha.. drop by next time.. God Bless..
-signed, David Henzy Frost
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/10/2006 08:59:00 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
well.. my day way quite fine.. actually stayed over at Jasper's place last nite.. den went for chi service today.. yupx.. but durin youth service, i felt God really answered my prayers.. cuz a few days ago i was prayin on disappointments and not giving up.. yupx.. den jus nice today's service is on these topics.. really gotta praise God man.. haha.. yeah.. hmm.. well, thkx all for e b'dae presents, really like em alot.. haha..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/09/2006 10:32:00 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
you know, i suddenly felt compelled to post this, even thou i tot i'd allow the slideshow post to hang on awhile so that most of you can view it..(lol, jus scroll down =]) alright.. here i go..
well first of all, i was just reading the YCYPAO tribe blog, the post on "dreamers, movers, shakers" then i suddenly felt i needed to type this out.. well, yesterday i was playin Dota(online computer game).. the situation my team was in was not good, we were out numbered by two, and the other team was a lil' overpowered..
them one of my teammates said, "
gg(good game), its over, they too powerful le.. can't win liao"
at this note,
i immediately replied "
don't give up yet, the game's still not over.. we can win this"
and in the end we did..
and i told the same guy, "
see, i told you we could win this.."
and the guy replied, "
wow, yeah, thanks, your so enlightening.."the moral of the story?.. don't give up, even when the opposition seems too powerful for you to handle.. just trust and rely on God, and hold onto that hope, no matter how small it is, its still hope.. there are many examples of small armies defeating vast armies, like in WWII, clearly the british had outnumbered the japanese, but how come the japanese managed to claim S'pore along with malaya as their own?.. just like in the story of David and Goliath, how did a small boy such as David manage to defeat the fearsome Goliath that everyone feared?.. i personally believe it was hope(for the WWII scenario) and relying on God(in David and Goliath).. what we people normally do these days is we easily give up, saying "argh, there's no way we can do it.."
why?.. what's wrong?.. can we really not do it?.. are you really sure that its the end?.. guys, here's an enlightening word "Determination can do Wonders." trust me, its personal experience, real life, factual, no doubts about it..
So, right now, i wanna challenge you guys, will you stop saying "its over." so easily?.. will you persevere to the end?.. cuz if its one thing i learnt in this life, its that we are running a race, and in this race we'll face alot of challenges and alot of people sayin that you not good enough, but are you willing to face these challenges and tell yourself that you not gonna let these people tell you what you are?.. because you know what you are, because no matter what people say about you, your life still has the same value.. its only what you decide to do with it that matters.. so, are you willing to accept this challenge today?..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/07/2006 09:43:00 PM
well.. wat's this slideshow about?.. basically, its about them.. these are the people who've gone thru almost everything with me.. haha.. well, these are the people i wanna see when i get to heaven, the ones who've shared the most important moments of my life with, the one's who've seen me thru my joys and sorrows, the people whom comfort me in dire times.. yeah.. this is a tribute to them, specially for them.. so, let me present, "My Life's Joys"
well hey.. managed to get this up all thanks to EeJay Shu.. haha.. after much difficulty.. and in which in the end i found that it was jus so simple.. alright.. haha.. i'll leave the rest of the talk for the slideshow.. enjoy.. thkx EeJay.. =) oh ya.. btw.. the slideshow's alil'too big for my blog.. apologize for the inconvenience of havin to make you scroll to the side.. haha...
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/07/2006 03:11:00 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
you know what?.. i jus realised smth.. and here it is..
we can never really be free from sin.. its jus plainly cuz we've jus fallen short of the glory of God.. well, let's jus give you an example..
let's say thr's this altar call, where the pastor gives the invite to those people who want to confess sins.. so your standin thr and ya thinkin, "is thr any area of my life that i've sinned?" basically, if you're thr, thinkin that, you'd better be askin yourself this qns "who am I to judge whether i've committed sin or not?" i mean, yes, we can differentiate if if did sin or not, but how about those times where we sinned unknowningly, i mean, in those minor areas or so we see it as minor.. examples of these areas would be laziness, words we speak that are not edifying, disobedience, white lies, having negative thoughts about others or even yourself.. yup.. so are you sure that you really free from sin?.. i guess sin can be wiped out, but its not easy to spot the difference between what sin is and what we think is sin.. yeah.. no offence, but basically all of us are sinners because we've fallen short of the glory of God..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/05/2006 10:17:00 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
hmm.. one more week to my b'dae.. haha.. hmm.. well.. jus thought i'd blog tonite.. yupx.. aft m long 4hr aftnoon nap.. lol.. from 4 to 8.. haha.. yup.. so wassup wif me these days?.. actually i'm not too sure.. i'm abit on the high ecstatic end these few days, lil' unpredictable to.. haha.. right now.. slackin on my bed postin this post.. haha.. hmm.. truthfully speakin i'm gettin lazier.. lol.. but then again, i'm startin to do homework.. mayb its cuz u sense that this yr's crucial, n that ya wanna give all you got to glorify God in this area.. yup.. i'm pretty bored these few days, haha.. strangely, i dun feel like playin games anymore.. no idea why.. haha.. nowadays i feel more compelled to read the word of God.. since i have it in a comtemporary form too.. haha.. well.. i feel i'm quite a happy man.. haha.. ever since my baptism, which brought so many breakthrus, and is still bringin break thrus.. haha.. and ever since i brought my friend to the altar call.. now i really really feel i'm ready for anythin man.. haha.. well.. i'm tryin to use this blog so that people can learn stuff off it.. but i jus gotta find out how.. hah.. yupx.. till then.. signin off here.. -David, Henzy, Frost..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/04/2006 10:26:00 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
i think today the thing that spoke out to me during service was pastor yc's prayer.. God spoke to him, and he said, "God wants me to tell you two things, Dream and Passion.. God knows that you wanna do things different from others.. " yeah.. i mean, hmm, yeah, i dun really like lookin at myself as normal, cuz i really do see potential in myself, well others have told me i really do have that potential, its only that i dun really makle use of it to the max.. well.. i'm tryin to tap on it, jus gotta find the way.. haha.. yupx.. hmm.. hey, got a new shirt.. lol.. dajie choose 4 me de.. lol.. frm 77th street.. yeah.. that's today.. haha..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/02/2006 10:55:00 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
heyo.. well well.. wat's up today?.. went to develop photos frm last nite, aft my batism service.. its on my multiply webbie, in the new album folder.. yup.. well, then went to west coast park.. turns out that Y.I. open cell's joinin forces wif Kelvin, Dy and Kaiyun.. no probs abt that.. but sumhow i feel its gonna get much much better now.. haha.. but most of all it ain't restricted to Y.I. only.. haha.. hmm.. played a few team buildin games.. hmm.. wat else.. sumhow i learnt alil' smthin, i gotta know when to shut up.. i realise i haf a tendency to comment alil' too much sumtimes.. yeah.. i can get real irritatin at times.. haish.. hahax..
aft that we went to 144 meeting at bukit merah.. yupx.. today pastor ah-gong(adrian) preached on how to be a spiritual father.. hmm.. i feel that i'm ready, but the thing is i still gotta learn how to oove ppl like Christ loved me.. and how to share the gospel to others.. yeah.. haha.. gotta work on that man.. for God's kingdom!!.. hallelujah.. hahax... today had quite a fun day.. yeah.. learn quite alot.. man.. jasper's unpredictability is shown again.. my baptism present from his, a chinese bible.. well.. at least its gonna help.. hahax.. lol.. sumhow or rather.. hahax.. yupx.. signin off here for now.. hahax.. nitex all..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/01/2006 10:36:00 PM
heyo.. well well.. wat's up today?.. went to develop photos frm last nite, aft my batism service.. its on my multiply webbie, in the new album folder.. yup.. well, then went to west coast park.. turns out that Y.I. open cell's joinin forces wif Kelvin, Dy and Kaiyun.. no probs abt that.. but sumhow i feel its gonna get much much better now.. haha.. but most of all it ain't restricted to Y.I. only.. haha.. hmm.. played a few team buildin games.. hmm.. wat else.. sumhow i learnt alil' smthin, i gotta know when to shut up.. i realise i haf a tendency to comment alil' too much sumtimes.. yeah.. i can get real irritatin at times.. haish.. hahax..
aft that we went to 144 meeting at bukit merah.. yupx.. today pastor ah-gong(adrian) preached on how to be a spiritual father.. hmm.. i feel that i'm ready, but the thing is i still gotta learn how to oove ppl like Christ loved me.. and how to share the gospel to others.. yeah.. haha.. gotta work on that man.. for God's kingdom!!.. hallelujah.. hahax... today had quite a fun day.. yeah.. learn quite alot.. man.. jasper's unpredictability is shown again.. my baptism present from his, a chinese bible.. well.. at least its gonna help.. hahax.. lol.. sumhow or rather.. hahax.. yupx.. signin off here for now.. hahax.. nitex all..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/01/2006 10:36:00 PM
31.03.06 symbolises the ending of my old life, the dying of my old self.. why?.. cuz i've jus gone thru e waters of baptism.. yeah.. i tell you, the feeling is indescribable.. yup.. hmm.. well, i've gone thru alot to come here, finally, i'm here, whr i really need to be, gettin baptized.. well today i went down to bukit merah alil' early, for dinner, wif keith n ben.. yeah.. den slowly everyone started to appear.. haha.. well.. lol.. it felt alil' strange, like everyone's comin up to you, congratulating you on ya baptism.. haha.. it was cool man.. haha.. yeah.. then aft that came the real deal.. i went up to the baptism area.. you know the feelin ya have thr is totally different, for me, i felt like i wanted to laugh n to cry at e same time.. well EeJay Shu was like, its the feeling of being touched by God.. yeah.. hmm.. then he joked wif Ah-Pa, he stil owe me one bible leh.. den ah-pa was like, arh really arh, no wonder my cell so powerful lah, haha.. den i was like alil' blur but laughin too.. haha.. hmm.. then came my turn.. i waded, as in literally, waded, cuz the water was like about thigh high, for me lah.. haha.. or higher than that i don't know.. haha.. then Pastor Adrian, or rather, Ah-gong ask me a few qns, n den was 'dunked' into the water.. haha.. when i was in the water, fully submerged, i sumhow felt that time stopped for an instant.. yeah.. was like God came n took smth outta me.. yeah.. hmm.. then aft dat, durin the baptism service altar call, i got a chance to bring Thomas to the front, yeah the 4e1 of 2005 thomas.. hahax... den shane, hu was e consolidater, came over, den he said to me 'not bad ah'.. den aft e consolidation, i went back to whr e youths were.. den thr was like many ppl givin me cards, got a real cool one from ben, smth more than what i expected frm DaJie.. n more.. lol.. well.. den DaJie was like, 'so now i call you wat..' den i replied 'wu lun shi Henzy, huo zhe shi David, zui zhong yao de shi XiaoDi' yup.. haha.. yup.. took pics.. n went for supper @ redhill market.. haha.. de n aft supper, me,Dajie,Jasper were like talkin abt attendin each other's baptism,so i said to DaJie "when you get baptised i'll be thr.." den jasper was like "she attend yours nv attend mine.. den we make pattern, i attend yours, you attend mine, den we dun attend her's.. " den i was like "cannot lah, she my DaJie, so i'll go.." lol.. den Jie was like "see, he already say liao, whether is David or Henzy, zhui zhong yao de shi XiaoDi" haha.. den aft dat me, ben n Chris went back to merah interchange to take bus home.. yupx.. dat's it.. haha.. i'll elaborate more if i got more time.. haha.. but right now i gotta go slp.. its like 1.37 am.. haha.. alright.. nitex..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
4/01/2006 01:16:00 AM
