Sunday, March 19, 2006
i'm back!!.. i'm happy!!.. i'm overjoyed!!.. i've got no words to describe this feeling i have.. hahax.. ah.. for the last 3 days, i've been campin at EJ shu shu's place, with his cell, JuLee's gals, stanley and shawn.. why?.. cuz of the event that's happening at EXPO.. the international G12 conference.. yeah.. it began on thursday nite.. but before that i was doin Thumbs Up at Hua Chong sec.. wow.. that was one of the best sessions i've ever done.. hahax.. Eric's feedback.. "Henzy is one of the most passionate $2 story teller.." i had nothin to say man.. haha.. then he continued sayin i was like a general givin orders to an army and the kids were like woah.. all in amazement.. hahax.. i felt that this time i had really proven a point in that class.. that each and every one of their lives has value, no matter wat anyone says abt them, no matter wat ppl throw at them, wat insults, negative comments and accusations that ppl say abt them.. this is the joy i get in doin thumbs up, not to mention the pleasure u get out of serving ppl.. this is y i nv wanna stop doin TU, cuz its the satisfication u get wen u see lives changed for the better.. hahax.. then that night, i went to one of the most life changin conferences... hahax.. we had the FCBC's senior pastor's spiritual father to come all the way frm colombia.. along wif pastor Art Sepulveda frm Hawaii.. great worship!!.. woot.. hahx.. then we went to EJ's place.. haha.. first nite not much man.. haha.. thou got 'thunderstorm' haha.. those hu were in the "handsome guys" room would noe.. haha.. along with Daniel's wonderful choreography of the "Shepard" song.. haha..
the 2nd day.. durin the first worship session.. i had felt that God spoke to me.. he said to me "Son, I delight in your worship." Praise God for that.. bcuz of that i was moved to tears.. then i wrote in my notebook.. As my tears stain the floor, i hear the Lord say "I delight in your worship." thru out that day, God was wroking in my life.. but somethin happened that made me feel guilty for the rest of the night. i hit someone by accident.. ah.. happened durin worship.. aye.. then e rest of e worship i was standin thr wif guilt.. then i feared to worship as i was afriad i wud hit sum1 again.. but that night.. pastor preached on the 4 different enemies.. Fear, Amalek(Negative thoughts), doubt and murmuring.. at that moment i felt dat i had let the fear come into me and disable me frm worshipping properly.. aft that session i felt that i was rdy to worship once again.. yeah!.. haha.. yupx.. that night had supper.. haha.. lol.. EeJay they all bought back.. hahax..
the 3rd day.. haha.. wow.. the 3rd day was the best man.. we had Ps Art Sepulveda frm Hawaii.. the guy's a passionate preacher man.. wow.. not only that but he has alot of videos up his sleeve too.. hahax.. the guys was amazing.. but the thing that spoke out most to me was that i needed to get outta my comfort zone, and alos learn to have a heart to love others.. yupx.. ah-pa said that i really needed to stop seekin God for my own purposes, for me to truly become a leader, i must be able to love others, even those that are really unlovable.. i also felt that wat Ps Cesar said was very impacting too.. that in order to gain Authority, we must first serve others.. i really learnt alot frm the G12 conference.. yeah.. den that night, was the last night we went back to EJ's place.. the last night was jus EJ's cell, DaJie, Grace Shawn n stanley... hahax.. we play bomberman lah.. supper lah.. den talk lah.. haha.. den got Thunderstorm again.. lol.. so i went out to the living room n slept on the sofa.. hahx.. then it turned out that the sofa was so much better than being in the room.. hahax.. so i slp thr until morning.. haha..
Sunday.. haha.. that's today.. cool man.. today was fun.. mornin, din haf to wake up that early, so i decided to take i little longer nap.. haha... woke up, then went out for breakfast and aft dat went to church.. haha.. yeah.. today cell-leaderless.. so both my cg n ej's cg sat together... cuz both ah-pa n ej was down for choir duty.. haha.. yup.. the n durin my time at e altar, God sent sumone to tell me that he will indeed give me the heart to love, that he's always thr.. yeah!.. Praise God.. yupx.. hmm.. i'm gettin baptized.. way ta go.. haha.. its on the 31st of this month.. haha.. yes.. woot.. n wat's more, ah-pa invited me to the 144 meetin at tct this wk, den he said only those that they feel are rdy for leadership can go.. i was like totally amazed.. haha.. Prasie God for that.. yupx.. alrite.. gtg liao.. see ya guys nxt time.. man.. i really wish that the time at EJ's palce nv ended.. haha.. it was so fun.. yupx.. alright.. gtg.. cya guys ard..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/19/2006 08:31:00 PM
