Thursday, March 30, 2006
well hey.. its the last day.. its nearly time.. another 24 hrs to go.. haha.. 24 hrs to new life.. great.. yeah!!.. Praise the Lord.. thank God for sustaining me this long.. haha.. been reading the book of James for the past 4 days, a chapter each.. been receiveing prayers alot this week.. yeah.. really thank God n you guys who've been thr helpin me out.. yeah.. haha.. yupx.. well.. now i'm nearly thr.. haha.. Praise the Lord.. these few day's i've been on a very High, ecstatic(overwhelming joy or rapture) mood.. haha.. c'mon c'mon we'll tell the world about you..
My Testimony Pt 4yes, indeed the Christian life is fun, enjoyable, but it comes with a price.. that's facing persecution, rejection, dying to self and most of all, sacrificing to do what He calls you to.. yup, if you're thinkin we Christians are the best people in the world, well, not exactly, we're just about the same as you guys, but, we acknowledge that Christ is our Lord, and we are willing to come to the cross and confess that we're all sinners, and by the grace of God, acknowledging that
He Sent His Son To Die For Us On The Cross, Cleansing Our Sins, we're forgiven.. yes.. that's it.. my own story?.. well, i underwent alot of changes, well, i began to see the world differently, i also understood that hey, its not gonna be easy, ur gonna face alot more then ever.. i mean, there'll always be people questioning and mocking your faith, but you just gotta understand that what you believe in, people may not, but that's no excuse to stop telling the world about the gospel.. that's not a reason to stop sharing the love of Christ to those you love, in hope that they'll one day come to realise how much God really cares for them.. that He even sent His one and only Son to die for you.. even when you hadn't known Him yet.. yeap.. i've faced many obstacles, confessed many sins, went thru many tough times, but i chose to rely on Him, and he've given me to many people to help me, to comfort me, to encourage me.. and now i'm here, ready, to declare to the world that CHRIST Is LORD!!..
if you've read this, and you wanna accept Him into your life too, and really experience life at its fullest, tag me on my tagboard.. trust me, you'll be making the best and most important decision that you'll ever make in your whole life.. and you'll never regret it.. so, what're you waitin for?..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/30/2006 07:33:00 PM
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
its gettin nearer and nearer to my baptism date, and the forces opposing me are increasing.. they know that this is a great step of faith that'll bring me to greater heights with God, the evil one knows that, and he's using everything he has to try to stop me from entering the waters of baptism.. but wait, i ain't gonna allow that to happen.. i ain't gonna be stopped by the fiend, i'm gonna fight, if he comes at me, i'm gonna fight, i ain't gonna give up.. i know that God will help me, in fact, He's already helping me.. i gotta press on, i gotta persevere, its just a few more hours to go.. or rather exactly 48 hrs to go.. 2 days.. i gotta fight..
continued from pervious post..
My Testimony Pt 3
As for the rest of the tribe.. yes.. there's still them.. don't worry guys, i haven't forgotten you.. haha.. well.. these are the people who really shared the joyful times of my life with me.. how did i manage to know them?.. well, there's the muar retreat in 05, the youth retreats throughout the holidays.. the christmas bashes, the parties, the outings, the stay overs.. man, if i really list them all it'll be daylight.. haha.. then there's what used to be the Genesis band, consisting of Jasper, Frans, Gabriel, Elias, Benjamin and Me.. of course.. haha.. too bad its disbanded now.. haha.. yup..
you know, i tell you the truth, right now, i really don't know what i'll be if i didn't accept Christ that day.. right now, i really feel that i'm nothing without Him.. why, cuz Christ really changed my life alot.. i mean, if you really seek Him, you'll find Him.. over the past one year, i've really been seeking God alot.. hmm.. i'll elaborate more on the next post.. =)
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/29/2006 07:45:00 PM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
-=>continued frm previous post..
My Testimony Pt 2
here, in Faith Community Baptist Church, i began to realise what i'd missed out for the past 15 yrs of my life.. all the Love, Care, Concern, Friendship, Trust, Happiness, Respect, Determination, but most of all, Hope, that the world could not offer.. i found all these here, in FC, with a group of people that would never discriminate and tear down and hurt the feelings of those they knew, for they have been united with Christ, thru His love, everyone changes.. i slow got to know them, near to each and everyone of the now Adrian Ong Network.. and got closer to a few, these whom which i shared my past, my present, and future.. my dreams, desires, and aspirations.. from the cell leader side, was and stil is, my own ah-pa RongHui(hopefully i spelt it rite =] ) and EeJay Shu, from the youths are my best DaJie Joadine, and the ever unpredictable Jasper(lol).. these few have helped me alot, spoken into my life, and shared most of the joy, sorrows and problems that i've ever faced.. but it won't end here, i assure you that.. i dont exactly rmbr how i got to know each and everyone of them, but all i wanna rmbr is that they're the dearest ppl to me.. these are the ppl whom i really saw or really allowed me to feel loved, cared for, and are the source of comfort and strength in those times when i'm down.. as for the rest of the tribe, that's the next part of the story..
to be continued..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/28/2006 02:50:00 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
Alright!!.. let the countdown begin.. 4 more days.. 4 more days.. i jus can't wait.. wahahahaha.. i'm gettin baptised!!.. on friday.. the 31st!!.. Hallelujah!!.. hmm..
My Testimony Pt1This is my life story, the beginning of a new life, the end of the old.. now, let us begin..
you know, as i look back at my own life, i realise how much i've changed.. before i accepted Christ into my life, i was more or less an ordinary child.. or mayb otherwise.. i was a nobody, back then, i felt no one cared for me, no one bothered abt what exactly happened to me.. till i met a person, whom allowed me to understand what truly being a friend was.. that, was the true beginning of my life on earth, not my realy birth, but that point.. that was when God really started workin in my life, even thou i myself didn't know it.. frm then on, my life began to change.. then one day, i was invited to the spook show.. and thr i accepted Christ into my life.. the turning point of my whole life.. from there, God slowly, but strongly began to change me.. then came the point, the first TU session that i went for, which also linked to the first service at Faith Community Baptist Church that i ever attended.. and i stayed thr, always returning to that same place, that same house of God.. why?.. Bcuz i felt at home thr.. to be continued..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/27/2006 07:23:00 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
aye.. my mouse is goin mad.. argh.. use halfway le will become slow, or suddenly jus lose dun move.. sheesh.. gonna get myself a new mouse.. aye.. now i realise i got lots of things i wanna get, but jus dun got that much cash.. hah.. might as well start savin.. then again.. thr are things i don't needa get.. haha.. so let's see.. list of things i want.. --> ankle socks, cargo pants, nice shirt, slippers(preferable billabong), razor diamondback mouse*grins*, murasame gundam model kit(startin to wonder whether its worth buyin), The Message Bible(compact version).. haha.. great.. hmm..
Razor Diamondback Mouse - $100.
The Message Bible - $50.
Nice Shirt - $18.
Being in Church Experiencing God's presence in my life - Priceless.
For Everything Else, There's Jesus Christ.
lol.. ripped off the mastercard ad.. lol.. nothing better to do sia.. hmm.. i wanna change blogskin.. haha.. well.. i'll be goin for cell grp later.. gonna be great.. den tml goin sentosa.. hmm.. last nite went for choir rehearsal.. haha.. so funny, the grp of us kept doin the "from the rising of the sun, let His praise be heard, frm e east to e west, and e north to south" actions and song over and over again.. haha.. laugh til stomach pain man.. haha.. tis sun's worship is gonna be great i tell ya.. can't wait.. hahax.. alright.. goin out now.. cya..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/24/2006 02:57:00 PM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
way ta go boy!.. haha.. its workin out.. yeah.. hmm... ya noe, last nite, i went for the ycypao leaders meet.. yupx.. learnt quite alot.. haha.. the sound of crush gameslab is interestin too.. haha.. wat's more, í've got my first person, woohoo.. yeah.. i asked the guy whether he'd wanna go for cell grp on friday, n ya noe wat he said?.. ok.. haha.. way ta go man.. haha.. hmm.. well today i played bball again.. lol... not for the sch interclass, i nv liked playin competitive, brings out smthin else in me.. haha.. and aniways, my foot was hurtin abit at that time.. haha.. hmm... i played with ming hao n felicia today.. well, i'd say it went out very well.. haha.. nearly ownage of the game.. haha.. but then again.. the 2nd round wasn't that gd.. haha.. lol.. din dare to play proper man.. the opponent was like girls u see.. yeah.. so was kinda afraid to hit anyone.. haha.. hmm.. yupx.. wow.. you know wat?.. was playin dota wif jasper jus now, usin razor.. haha.. man my razor is sick.. jus ask jasper if ya dun believe me.. haax.. it was like super fast man.. sange & yasha, butterfly, perseverance, power threads n a wraith band.. but i forgot to buy my hyperstone or buriza.. haha.. n i hit like the beyond godlike score.. haha.. alright.. hmm.. jus wanna thank God for the nice game(dota) jus now, n in e afternoon(bball).. yeah.. i also wanna thk Him for workin wonderfully in my life.. haha.. Praise Him!! Praise Him!! Hallelujah!!...
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/22/2006 10:31:00 PM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
i'm back!!.. i'm happy!!.. i'm overjoyed!!.. i've got no words to describe this feeling i have.. hahax.. ah.. for the last 3 days, i've been campin at EJ shu shu's place, with his cell, JuLee's gals, stanley and shawn.. why?.. cuz of the event that's happening at EXPO.. the international G12 conference.. yeah.. it began on thursday nite.. but before that i was doin Thumbs Up at Hua Chong sec.. wow.. that was one of the best sessions i've ever done.. hahax.. Eric's feedback.. "Henzy is one of the most passionate $2 story teller.." i had nothin to say man.. haha.. then he continued sayin i was like a general givin orders to an army and the kids were like woah.. all in amazement.. hahax.. i felt that this time i had really proven a point in that class.. that each and every one of their lives has value, no matter wat anyone says abt them, no matter wat ppl throw at them, wat insults, negative comments and accusations that ppl say abt them.. this is the joy i get in doin thumbs up, not to mention the pleasure u get out of serving ppl.. this is y i nv wanna stop doin TU, cuz its the satisfication u get wen u see lives changed for the better.. hahax.. then that night, i went to one of the most life changin conferences... hahax.. we had the FCBC's senior pastor's spiritual father to come all the way frm colombia.. along wif pastor Art Sepulveda frm Hawaii.. great worship!!.. woot.. hahx.. then we went to EJ's place.. haha.. first nite not much man.. haha.. thou got 'thunderstorm' haha.. those hu were in the "handsome guys" room would noe.. haha.. along with Daniel's wonderful choreography of the "Shepard" song.. haha..
the 2nd day.. durin the first worship session.. i had felt that God spoke to me.. he said to me "Son, I delight in your worship." Praise God for that.. bcuz of that i was moved to tears.. then i wrote in my notebook.. As my tears stain the floor, i hear the Lord say "I delight in your worship." thru out that day, God was wroking in my life.. but somethin happened that made me feel guilty for the rest of the night. i hit someone by accident.. ah.. happened durin worship.. aye.. then e rest of e worship i was standin thr wif guilt.. then i feared to worship as i was afriad i wud hit sum1 again.. but that night.. pastor preached on the 4 different enemies.. Fear, Amalek(Negative thoughts), doubt and murmuring.. at that moment i felt dat i had let the fear come into me and disable me frm worshipping properly.. aft that session i felt that i was rdy to worship once again.. yeah!.. haha.. yupx.. that night had supper.. haha.. lol.. EeJay they all bought back.. hahax..
the 3rd day.. haha.. wow.. the 3rd day was the best man.. we had Ps Art Sepulveda frm Hawaii.. the guy's a passionate preacher man.. wow.. not only that but he has alot of videos up his sleeve too.. hahax.. the guys was amazing.. but the thing that spoke out most to me was that i needed to get outta my comfort zone, and alos learn to have a heart to love others.. yupx.. ah-pa said that i really needed to stop seekin God for my own purposes, for me to truly become a leader, i must be able to love others, even those that are really unlovable.. i also felt that wat Ps Cesar said was very impacting too.. that in order to gain Authority, we must first serve others.. i really learnt alot frm the G12 conference.. yeah.. den that night, was the last night we went back to EJ's place.. the last night was jus EJ's cell, DaJie, Grace Shawn n stanley... hahax.. we play bomberman lah.. supper lah.. den talk lah.. haha.. den got Thunderstorm again.. lol.. so i went out to the living room n slept on the sofa.. hahx.. then it turned out that the sofa was so much better than being in the room.. hahax.. so i slp thr until morning.. haha..
Sunday.. haha.. that's today.. cool man.. today was fun.. mornin, din haf to wake up that early, so i decided to take i little longer nap.. haha... woke up, then went out for breakfast and aft dat went to church.. haha.. yeah.. today cell-leaderless.. so both my cg n ej's cg sat together... cuz both ah-pa n ej was down for choir duty.. haha.. yup.. the n durin my time at e altar, God sent sumone to tell me that he will indeed give me the heart to love, that he's always thr.. yeah!.. Praise God.. yupx.. hmm.. i'm gettin baptized.. way ta go.. haha.. its on the 31st of this month.. haha.. yes.. woot.. n wat's more, ah-pa invited me to the 144 meetin at tct this wk, den he said only those that they feel are rdy for leadership can go.. i was like totally amazed.. haha.. Prasie God for that.. yupx.. alrite.. gtg liao.. see ya guys nxt time.. man.. i really wish that the time at EJ's palce nv ended.. haha.. it was so fun.. yupx.. alright.. gtg.. cya guys ard..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/19/2006 08:31:00 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
yeah.. today had so much fun.. lolx.. hahax.. hmm.. i was on choir duty today, for church.. hahax.. so fun man.. lolx.. hmm.. thou i missed the grp foto, cuz i went to borrow belt.. haish.. ppl hu haf it pls send to me.. hahax.. in the end i borrow e belt le also no use.. shirt still came out.. haish.. wasted man.. hahax.. but i learnt smthin.. that sumtimes, if u wanna do things for God, u gotta sacrifice things that u really wanna do.. like this instance, whereby i wanted to look good for God, n i ended up missin out on things.. hahax.. hah.. but in the end, i still enjoyed myself.. hahax.. the feelin of worshippin God on stage was great, it was totally different i tell ya.. as u worship, ur ministering to the crowd too.. hahax.. yeah.. i'm so gonna do it again, if i haf da chance.. hahax.. yupx.. Praise God for this opportunity.. yeah.. Praise Him all my days..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/13/2006 12:21:00 AM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Today i went to escape theme park!!.. woohoo.. hahax.. great great.. had a wonderful day i tell ya.. superb.. thr was, DaJie, Karen, Daniel, Ryan, Frans, Jasper, Valerie, KaiYi, Kaiyun, n their friends n of course, me.. hahax.. lolx.. we like went on every single ride man.. most exciting was the go-kart n the viking ship.. hahax.. finally can apply my NFSU tactics n real life.. lolx.. the feelin of revin up ur engine is real cool man.. hahax.. den the viking ship, lolx.. wen ur at the highest point, n u jus let go u feel as thou ur flyin man.. hahax.. yupx.. was absolutely wonderful.. hahax.. aft dat we went to tampines mall to have dinner.. hahax.. den sweet talk.. lolx.. hahax.. yupx.. fun day man.. n wat's much greater news?.. i have another one week to enjoy!!.. its my holidays!!!.. yeah.. n i finished writing my testimonial too!!.. woohoo.. yeah.. hahax.. great great.. alright, now gonna go play Dot-A (laughs) wif Jasper n Daniel.. yeah.. cya guys..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/11/2006 09:13:00 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
i'm back.. took a lil short break.. or rather, had more than alot of things to do. haax.. past few days been quite busy... ytd had choir rehearsal at TCT.. yeah..hahax.. had a great time.. hahax.. gonna haf some awesome worship on sunday i tell ya.. really awesome.. hahax.. then the day before, on wednesday, the school released us early due to the results the students had produced in last yr's 'O' lvls.. hahax.. lolx.. too bad they din get to enjoy it.. but i noe their enjoyin sumthin that i cant have right now.. a long long break.. hahax.. hmm.. its the holiday season again.. this time for jus one short week... yeah.. today iwent to get myself a new pair of shoes.. the nike dunk low cut.. hahax.. cool man.. was with EJ, jasper n frans.. yupx.. at suntec city.. walked ard the place, den went over to marina square.. and walked ard summore til we sat at mac to wait for fran's mum.. yeah.. hmm.. aft which me, jasper n EJ left as EJ had somethin to do.. den me n jasper went home.. so now i'm here, bloggin, chattin on msn and writing my testimony at the same time.. gotta get it done my sunday.. or else no baptism for me this month.. which i ain't gonna let happen.. my baptism's on the 24th.. yeah.. supposedly.. hahax.. alright.. gotta go finish up my testimony.. hahax.. yeah!!.. tml goin escape theme park.. gonna destress abit.. hahax..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/10/2006 09:50:00 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
Yeah!!.. i got in.. haha.. in for wat?.. Y.I. idol.. Praise God.. hm.. wat did the judges say?.. first of all.. who were judging?.. okay.. Mr Fong, Ms Poh, Mr Wong n Ms Gan(dunno how to spell, dun really rmbr e name either.. =P) yupx.. mr fong n ms poh said no.. mr wong n ms gan said yes.. they said i needed to get my pitch right, den i was like rushin e song abit.. but i was nervous man.. hahax.. hmm.. they also said i had a clear voice.. also said i had to prepare.. haha.. cuz i din really prepare for my 2nd song(when you said nothin at all).. n i had prepared more for my first song(you laid aside your majesty).. hahax.. hmm.. so now i got things to work on.. firstly, my results, next my singin.. hahax.. yeah.. alright.. that's it. hahax..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/07/2006 08:20:00 PM
Monday, March 06, 2006
Flu? Sick? No Way!!.. i ain't sick, i'm not havin a flu.. then why am i constantly sneezing?.. why does my throat feel abit sore?.. i am NOT sick.. i'm not sick i'm not sick i'm not sick.. i'm jus havin a lack of sleep.. hahax.. feel so sleepy.. yeah.. dat's all.. i need rest man.. gee, i got lots of things to do this week man, memorise song lyrics for choir, get thru e Y.I. idol auditions, finish tests.. sigh.. haha... my results ain't lookin that good man.. really ain't lookin gd.. wonder wat's gonna happen now.. jus gotta trust God with this now.. i can't do anythin abt it rite now.. only He can.. then i gotta improve man.. can't keep on failin like this.. alright, alright.. i can do it!... nothin is impossible with God.. ok.. i gotta get my work done, then i'm turning in man.. nitez ppl..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/06/2006 08:39:00 PM
here's a song for u guys.. its called "Shepard" by Paul Zaia.. the lyrics go..
Shepard
Paul Zaia
I will give my heart to you
forever faithful God
You guide me to your truth
I will go where you may lead
your hands of grace will guide
they draw me to your side
I'll praise your name forever
join with the shouts of heaven
Glorify
You are the King of Glory
You are the Lord Almighty
You are the Shepard of my Heart
I will give you all my praise
i'll follow you always
the Shepard of My Heart
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/06/2006 08:34:00 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
today was a great day!.. i woke up at 7.30 for SoL1 today, gonna finish it soon.. yeah.. then went to service aft dat.. pastor talked abt love, love for God n love for the people.. hmm.. i tink i realised why i'm not gd at sharing e gospel now, its cuz i dun really feel for the ppl.. but i'm startin to learn how to.. yeah.. ah, choir briefing.. hahax.. so thr's rehearsal on thursday.. aiyo.. hahax.. alright.. hmm.. den next wk gotta go on stage for choir at service.. wah.. big job man.. hahax.. alright.. hmm.. yeah.. maple lvl up again.. now lvl 40.. hahax.. hahax.. lol.. now abit no mood to type.. sleepy u see.. hahax.. ok.. gd nite.. cya..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/05/2006 11:09:00 PM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
hey guys.. lolx.. i jus came back frm Thumbs Up @ Yuan Ching Sec today.. hahax.. different programme n format today, was the TU2 "Dare To Dream" but they did it in station form.. this wat u'd call a prototype.. hahax.. yupx.. hmm.. tiring man, today i got a technical class, hmm, quite quiet for a technical class lehx.. cept for a few malay guys thou.. hahax.. that's common.. hahax.. hmm.. den thr was this maze which was made out of tables n chairs throw everywhr inside a classroom, sounds lame but it was fun, if u see it carried out, cuz the ppl gotta blindfold themselves.. hahax.. yupx.. aft dat we went to this nearby mac for lunch.. wah, eat until very full man, den like almost can't walk, hahax.. den marlene challenge me see who cud finish the fries fastest, lolx, i won.. LOL.. haha.. cuz i was like constantly eatin e fries.. haha.. yeah.. hmm.. then we moved over to jurong point, walk ard, toys r us, comics connection, liberty.. haha.. hmm.. yeah.. so aft dat we jus went home.. hahax.. yeah.. dat's it for now.. hmm.. gonna go maple now.. lol.. alrite..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/04/2006 05:49:00 PM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
I'M BACK!!! better than ever!!!.. woohoo!! Praise God, ya noe wat?.. today i received a promise from God, from Psalms 91:14-16 "Because he loves me," says the Lord, "I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation." Praise God.. yeah.. now i feel so much more empowered!.. so much more capable of doing things.. yeah.. all cuz He's wif me all the way.. hmm.. thr was open cell today, yeah.. today's was a prayer session, pray for the ppl u wanna bring down to open cell or church.. yupx.. den we idd a prayer walk in Y.I. hahax.. great man!.. hmm.. ah, yes.. my my, i'm like the last one from my call to audition for Y.I. idol, on the 7th of march.. ahh!!.. scary man.. hahax.. hmm.. i've got doubts bout me gettin thru this stage man, hahax, with my stage fright n nervousness workin against me.. hahax.. hmm.. i'm startin to wonder why in the world did i join in the first place.. hahax.. well.. lolx.. alright.. jus now i was doin the color for the akatsuki, man, this is seriously not easy to build up man.. hahax.. no matter, i love this challenge.. yeah.. hahax.. hmm... wat now?.. fix it lor.. hahax.. alrighty, gotta go ppl, see ya another time guys.. God Bless..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
3/02/2006 09:50:00 PM
