Monday, February 27, 2006
why?.. why?.. why can i see the greatness of God in the lives of others but not in my own?.. whr has it gone?.. that amazing ability to hear Him all so closely?.. i miss the times, i desire for those times to be back, when i cud jus hear Him jus like that, like how we'd normally hear ppl speakin straight into ya ear.. i wanna do things for Him, i wanna feel His presence back here, right by my side.. i feel so hopeless, so weak without Him.. feel like right now i can't get anythin right, i'm failin man, my test ain't turnin out the way they ought to, my life ain't as fun as it shud be.. thr's so much stress, i'm so worked up man.. i need help, i need God by my side.. why can ppl jus speak Christ so easily to others, bring ppl down to Church n have them accept Christ into their lives so easily when i'm jus struggling with it?.. why can't i do the same?.. is it cuz i ain't tryin hard enuff?.. izzit cuz i ain't relyin on him enuff?.. what's wrong with me?.. desperatly cryin out to Him day aft day but i jus dun seem to be able to hear Him, i jus dun see the greatness of Him in my life.. but i will not give up! i will press on! until the day that i see Him, feel Him, n enjoy His wonderous presence in my life again, jus like those times, even if it mean i gotta die for it, i will press on.. i know you can hear me Lord!! Now Answer Me!!
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/27/2006 07:45:00 PM
