Tuesday, February 28, 2006
heyo ppl.. i'm back.. better than ever.. hahax.. hmm.. today.. argh.. stress arhx!.. hahax.. today tio pressurised again.. sian ji puaz.. maths lor.. hahax.. Mrs Ng go show e class our PSLE scores.. haish.. den she said dat i'm supposed to be gettin a grade one, the only one in e class who's supposed to be gettin dat.. hahax.. aiyo.. cuz my PSLE score ish 217.. haish.. den she was like "i'm sure Henzy can do it" den i was like "Yeah! I can do it de.. (quietly) by Faith of course.." hahax.. so wat's p wif me now?.. hmm.. today i went into fasting, fsat solid food.. not easy man.. fast for wat?.. for God's presence to be back into my life n for Him to reveal His face to me, not hide it.. yeah.. ard lunch time i was kinda weak le.. but i pressed in.. n now i feel much much better, aft a great dinner wif my family.. hahax.. sting ray, tie ban tou fu, pork ribs.. hahax.. =P so nice.. hahax.. now i really feel empowered by the spirit once more.. hahax.. yeash!!!.. also thkx to DaJie's advice, constantly speak to God.. yeah.. thkx.. hahax.. hmm.. went to Kent Ridge Park today, for geog topographic adventure thingy.. hahax.. kinda fun, den playin ard thr.. xD.. wah, the scenery thr really awesome man.. den learn abt wat happen durin WWII.. hahax.. abt Kent Ridge being e last place whr the ppl fought against e Japs.. hmm.. yupx.. yeah!.. i got my baptism form today.. Yeah!!.. hahax.. den i gonna get baptised next month.. greatly enuff, God lead me to this verse, Acts 22:16 "And now what are you waiting for? Get up, be baptized and wash your sins away, calling on his name." encouragement man.. hahax.. now i'm gonna go into a second fast, this one's for a baptism name.. yeah.. hmm.. i got another surprise today, the Akatsuki gundam.. its fully plated gold(not realy gold jus color).. n its a challenge for me to construct.. why?.. cuz i'm afraid to use my knife to crave off the excess as usual, cuz if i do, the plating will go off with it.. den if i don't the pieces won't clip on together properly.. dillema ain't it?.. hahax.. no matter, God will provide a way.. hahax.. xD.. yupx.. hmm.. tml gonna take class photo.. hahax.. lolx.. thinkin of funni poses for the cadid shots.. hahax.. yupx.. alright bahx. guess dat's all for today, gonna go do my Quiet Time now.. hahax.. yeah.. i'm off ppl.. see ya next time..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/28/2006 10:28:00 PM
Monday, February 27, 2006
aft talkin to Ah-Pa n DaJie, i realised that i'm still ok.. Thkx for the encouragement.. =) really appreciate it lots.. hahax.. then i realised smthin.. i'm ok.. yeah.. and i know wat i'm goin to do.. i'm stil gonna have Faith in God.. i'm still gonna worship Him in times of trouble.. I'm still gonna rely on Him everyday, everytime, even thou He doesn't feel thr.. Cuz He's already promised everyone of us, he'll neverf forsake us.. God is so wonderful.. Thk you Lord, Love you Father.. =) "When the Darkness closes in Lord, still i would say, Blessed Be the Name of The Lord, Blessed be Your Name. Blessed be The Name of The Lord, Blessed be your Glorious Name!!" Praise Him!! Praise Him!!.. by Faith not by might..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/27/2006 09:57:00 PM
why?.. why?.. why can i see the greatness of God in the lives of others but not in my own?.. whr has it gone?.. that amazing ability to hear Him all so closely?.. i miss the times, i desire for those times to be back, when i cud jus hear Him jus like that, like how we'd normally hear ppl speakin straight into ya ear.. i wanna do things for Him, i wanna feel His presence back here, right by my side.. i feel so hopeless, so weak without Him.. feel like right now i can't get anythin right, i'm failin man, my test ain't turnin out the way they ought to, my life ain't as fun as it shud be.. thr's so much stress, i'm so worked up man.. i need help, i need God by my side.. why can ppl jus speak Christ so easily to others, bring ppl down to Church n have them accept Christ into their lives so easily when i'm jus struggling with it?.. why can't i do the same?.. is it cuz i ain't tryin hard enuff?.. izzit cuz i ain't relyin on him enuff?.. what's wrong with me?.. desperatly cryin out to Him day aft day but i jus dun seem to be able to hear Him, i jus dun see the greatness of Him in my life.. but i will not give up! i will press on! until the day that i see Him, feel Him, n enjoy His wonderous presence in my life again, jus like those times, even if it mean i gotta die for it, i will press on.. i know you can hear me Lord!! Now Answer Me!!
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/27/2006 07:45:00 PM
Sunday, February 26, 2006
okay.. this is wat happened ytd, i woke up, aft a much rejuvenating rest, thou i dreamt that i was being shot by a TMP(a type of sub-machine gun) at my right plam n wakin up really feelin e pain thr.. hahax.. yeah.. den slack abit, play maple, watch tv, den i went out to get Nic Lee's b'dae card from wm.. aft dat went down to find DaJie they all, supposed to meet at 5pm de, but i miscalculated e time n i arrived at 4.15pm.. hahax.. lolx.. they went to Grace's hse warmin thing.. hahax.. i cud've gone, but, yeah, i'd feel a'lil wierd if i went, like all gals den i one guy, althou got EeJay.. but hahax, nvm, its over.. then we went down to tampines, thumbs up center for Nic's surprise party, hahax.. lolx.. so fun sia.. den we play funni games n stuff like dat.. yeah.. enjoyed myself man..
this is today, hahax.. ok, first of all, i got up at ard 7.45am, lai chuang til 8.15am, got rdy, den took a bus down to bukit merah for my Post Encounter make-up lesson.. looks like i gotta make up for two SOL sessions le.. hahax.. lolx.. den today i din meet sis Grace.. den she was late.. den i told her "haiyo, nv meet u one wk u liddat liaoz.. " =P hahax.. cuz normally i meet her she wun late de, if nt ish e both of us late.. hahax.. lol.. yupx.. aft e session we took e bus down to EXPO for youth service, me n elias crappin on e bus as usual.. hahax.. lolx.. hmm.. today's service was great man.. totally great.. yeah.. hmm.. aft service we went for burger king, or rather me, ben n keith went to bk to eat lahx.. hahax.. den wen to tampines cuz keith needed to pass smthin to sumone.. den we all headed for home.. hahax.. yeah.. liddat lor.. ypx.. dat's all for today bahx.. hahax.. alright, get back here tml.. hahax.. God Bless.. signin off.. hahax..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/26/2006 09:25:00 PM
Thursday, February 23, 2006
heyo ppl.. i'm back ppl.. hlolx.. yeah.. so.. its been a day already.. wow.. so fast sia.. haha... so wat happened today?.. school as usual.. oh.. then we heard abt the passin away of the minister, Mr Rajaratnam if i'm not wrong, and the principal was talkin abt it, or rather gave a lil' short speech abt it this morning.. durin the mornin assembly.. haish.. hmm.. okay.. topic change.. today.. wat happen in sch.. ok.. lolx.. i've officially become my class' M&M provider.. hahax.. lolx.. or rather the snack provider.. lolx.. wow.. nicely done man.. hahax.. hmm.. okay.. not somethin to be bloggin abt, jus in case any of the teachers are readin my blog(sum of which i noe are readin) hahax.. alright.. hahax.. yeah.. so.. guess dat's all bahx.. i'm wonderin if i'm on duty for choir in church this sunday, kinda nervous n anxious abt it.. haax.. dn i dun even noe when e rehearsal ish.. yeah.. nvm.. hahax.. now kinda ponderin on wat song to do for idol, haish.. doesn't really matter.. ok.. i'm signin off here.. yeah.. gd nite all.. gd bye.. God Bless..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/23/2006 10:18:00 PM
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
heyo ppl.. its been a long time.. quite a long time in my eyes.. hahax.. so i'm back bloggin.. yupx.. how am i u might ask?.. actually i'm doin quite fine, thr's stress thou.. hahax.. alrite.. i'm acually back to playin maple, cuz i quit dat other game, due to some factors which i'd gladly take time to explain to you, the other game ish DotA.. hmm.. today was quite fine.. hahax.. din manage to fall asleep in class.. gd job i'd say.. hmm.. the classroom really changed alot.. thou they spent alot of money without talkin to us abt it first.. its nice.. i believe we'll win.. definetly.. yupx.. then we went to register for the yusoffian idol.. me,de li, chong han, jia ju.. yeah.. two songs man two songs.. wat've i chosen?.. surprisingly, "You Laid Aside Your Majesty" n "When You Say Nothing At All".. yeah.. hopefully i'll get it done right.. yeah.. purpose for me joining?.. simple.. God's glorification n spreadin e Word thru it.. full stop. that's the reason.. i'd prefer keepin ya comments to urself for this issue.. thkx.. =).. hmm, i'm realli glad dat the dry spell, or dry period of my life is over now, n my raltionship wif the Father is gettin better, nowadays, i jus can't stop thkin Him, can't stop singin bout Him, can't stop Praisin Him man.. its like a portion of my daily life now, somethin i must do everyday.. a priority man.. its amazing, n u can't explain it until u've really experienced how great it is unless you feel it for yourself, first hand experience they say.. yeah.. n i'm more than willing to show y'all the way to it anytime anywhr, jus contact me.. Trust me, if ya make the decision, you'll nvr in ya whole lifetime regret it.. 100% gaurantee..(no money back thou, cuz it doesn't nid money.. hahax.. ) yeah.. n i've decided, i'm gettin baptised soon, next month mayb.. yupx.. n my decision is final, its time for me to really show the world that i'm serious abt Christ.. yeah!.. Praise God for that man.. Halleilujah!(it means Praise God).. yupx.. alrighty then, i'll be signin off here for today, most probably be back tml.. yupx.. dats abt it.. take care guys, enjoy ya life, make full use of it, n last but not least, God Bless You!.. yeah YOU!!!.. hahax.. special thkx to Ah-Pa, Ivan Bro, EeJay ShuShu, Joadine DaJie, n Jasper n Frans.. you guys were really a help durin the dry spell period, you guys rock man!!.. May God really bless u n be with you forever.. =D
-Henzy[FrostFX][The Gatherer]
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/22/2006 10:43:00 PM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
Alright, how shud i start, thr's alot of things i wanna blog abt today.. hmm.. shud it be the sanctification first?.. or the tabernacle experience?.. or jus the things dat happened?.. hmm.. alright, i tink its e sanctification first.. let's start.. for the past 4 days i've been goin down to marine parade daily to attend the sanctification week services.. it was great i tell you, thou energy drained n tired, i stil faithfully went down.. my main aim was to seek God n have Him restore me n reinstate me as a son of God, and to have His presence always be wif me whr ever i go.. but i received and learnt more than that.. i learnt that unity is one key to doing great things, hesitation in doin things can cause great harm to you n e ppl ard you, we must be willing to do God's Will and we must not haf a hardened heart.. yupx.. i'll give you all the sanctification wk notes as soon as i'm done typing it in.. haha.. yeah.. then today, or rather ytd, since its 1 am already i went to the tabernacle, and experienced God, i received a few revelations from Him, concerning Unity and Anxiety.. yeah.. yupx.. so dat was the things dat have happened from e past few days.. hahax.. i'm kinda tired so i don't think i'm typin properly.. yeah..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/18/2006 12:34:00 AM
Monday, February 13, 2006
alright.. today was an okay day.. yeah.. i woke up as usual, kinda tired.. dunno why.. hahax.. yupx.. recently i've been listenin to this same song over and over again man, its titled "don't love you no more(i'm sorry)" by craig david.. don't know why, but i jus like this song.. hahax.. yeah.. so back to today.. hmm.. today i like kinda tired man.. hahax.. hmm.. aft sch, Jasper came over to my place, actually wanted to meet me for dinner, which we went to later.. yeah.. hmm.. so, aft dinner we walked ard wm, actually wanted to catch a movie, but everythin started le.. so nvm, we went down to coffee bean den sat thr, n talked.. we talked abt loads of stuff, and talked abt serious stuff too.. which made us realise dat this dry patch that at this dry patch dat we were goin thru was actually a sign of a breakthru dat God was abt to give us.. yeah.. alright.. guess dat's all for day.. hahax.. tml's valentine day.. gonna spend it at home, downing a bottle of vodka, then goin for sanctification week.. yeah.. jus wanna say "Thank You Lord for today".. =) God Bless all of ya..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/13/2006 10:56:00 PM
Saturday, February 11, 2006
today, i'm glad, very happy, overjoyed.. PRAISE GOD MAN!!!.. today was extreme kids, lolx.. this time i was in tampines club.. hahax.. producive today was.. yeah.. got to know e kids more, n i died to self.. finally understand wat dat means man.. if u don't die to self, you won't be able to properly interact or do the funny things dat you gotta do in extreme kids... hahax.. i enjoyed it alot.. yeah.. then aft extreme kids, me,Karen,Jasper,Elias,Wayne n DaJie Joadine went down to plaza singapura.. for dinner, then we walked ard lookin at clothes or window shoppin.. hahax.. i bought a second badge, the first one was "Jesus Saves", the one that i bought jus now was "Praise The Lord" yeah.. the thing i luv to do most.. hahax... yeah.. then we went for ice cream at swensons.. yeah.. hahax.. yupx.. took fotos today.. hahax.. yeah.. dcen aft dat we went home lor.. hahax.. yeah.. ytd i was at Frans hse for dinner, i dunno whether i blogged this already anot.. but it doesn't really matter if i reblog it rite.. hahax.. we had steamboat thr.. enjoyed it man.. hahax.. i also got myself i new wallet ytd.. from Myuk de.. hahax.. yeah.. at least this wallet doesn't make as much noise wen i open it as the last one.. yeah.. i love it man.. but most of all i love God, n i love the times i spent wif my spiritaul family ytd n today.. n i've got a feeling that tml's gonna be another great day.. yeah!!.. Praise the Lord!!.. woohoo!!.. yeah.. i love my life!!.. i LOVE GOD!!.. I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!!..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/11/2006 11:49:00 PM
Thursday, February 09, 2006
today, a fine day, nice weather til every drop of water in e sky started falling to e ground with huge impacts.. lolx.. ah.. 2 tests today.. hopefully i'll be able to pass them.. yeah.. so, aft sch Huiying asked me to help her wif sum art stuf, ask me to draw humans, one of the things that i am so unskilled in.. but thk God dat i was able to do it, successfully too.. great man!!.. thou while doin it, i had alil, or rather a very painful spiltting headache, must have been e tiredness startin to set in.. haish.. no matter, the week's gonna end soon.. persevere man, persevere.. hahax.. yeah.. den played bball awhile, on the slippery yet wonderfully slide-able ground.. hahax.. yupx.. thereafter i returned home for a great and very very very filling home cooked dinner.. yeah.. dat's all for tonite..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/09/2006 10:45:00 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
aft persuasion, i've finally consented to participate in the yusoffian idol, whether they rest of the school likes it or not.. lolx.. thkx to my classmates who are gonna be participating.. jus hope they dun say that sec 4&5s dun get to join last minute.. hahax.. that would be a laugh.. alright, so i've done like 10% of the novel i've been tryin to write, its jus only the introduction currently.. yeah.. hahax.. today had open cell, or rather, the open cell planning session.. now with JuLee back bringing Joadine along with her.. news jus in dat open cell be moved to tues fo the arrival of another cell leader, male this time, WeiDe.. yeah.. open cell's gonna be a blast now with the new plans which are soon to kick in.. unfortunately JuLee said dat she might not be coming down anymore, so i guess that it'll be left to Weide n Huimin to take charge now.. okay.. aft that i went home, changed and then arrived back in sch in home clothes, interesting stunt so successfully pulled of until i stepped into the foyer, got caught by Mr.Adam hu surprisingly didn't do anythin.. then i hitched a ride on Mr.Koh's Vios down to Bt.Merah for YCYPAO tribe meetin.. yeah.. arrived at home at abt 11pm.. yeah.. hmm, wonder wat i can do with the marriage system in maple story, sounds kinda dumb but, hahax.. who cares.. lolx.. Thk God for today, Praise be to You Lord!!.. =)
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/08/2006 11:53:00 PM
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Amazing, that's the only word i can use to describe today's service.. today, i felt accepted once again into God's wonderful family.. thank you Father, love u Lord.. i went to the altar today, and Ps YC prayed for me, he also said that God wanted to tell me, He isn't tired of me always returning to Him after i've fallen in an area of my life, He also wanted me to know that I'm recognised in Him.. i felt a great refreshed feeling after that, releasing everythin, havin my stronghold broken, and havin my place in the Family restored in my heart.. yeah.. indeed God is a Great God.. Hallelujah.. Praise the Lord.. today i also learnt that Time has two greek words for it.. "Chronos(from which the chronosphere was derived)" and "Kairos" which means in God's strategic time.. yeah.. yupx.. aft that, i was playin soccer in hall9 wif a few of my bros.. then i went down to Lot1 with Sisters Karen,Grace&Valerie.. yupx.. walk ard.. den went for dinner den went home.. and played maple with sis Karen.. lolx.. hahax.. yupx.. dat's my day.. lolx.. today i also took a cab down to SOL, as i thought i was late.. but in the end i was the 1st one to arrive in the class.. hahahax.. how ironic.. in the end i helped out arrange the chairs in the room.. yupx.. dat's my day.. hahax..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/05/2006 11:02:00 PM
Saturday, February 04, 2006
today, the 3rd of feb, a day of many things happening.. today, i went to school, played soccer during P.E. period and ended up with an injured leg, followed by me stayin back in school to rush the EL reading journal thing. then "complained" to mdm wai abt the current not up to standard principles of accounts teacher mr chuah, should i even address him as mr?.. we;;, i'm beginning to wonder abt that.. thr's been a sleep spell that's been over me for the past weeks i think, i've either can't get enuf slp, wake up pissed off or have been dozing off in classes.. bad thing to do this year i know, but i can't help it.. i mean wat can u do when a person is really on the verge of falling into dreamland.. the sch also doesn't allow things that would clearly help to keep students awake, eg sweets, food, hot drinks, fresh mints, etc in classrooms.. i suppose they got the mentality that it'll attract ants or distract students or cause more litter.. well, i'm with them for the distracting students portion, but not with the rest.. yeah.. i mean this is the basic that can be done to keep sumone awake.. hahax.. regardless of whether you have had enuff slp last nite.. aft sch, i went to trim me hair, then went down to tampines mall to meet jasper n da jie(joadine).. i was actually supposed to be thr earlier, unfortunately i got carried away in a computer game.. haish.. the regret.. hahax.. i enjoyed the steamboat dinner at jasper's place, with the company of EeJay, Alvin, Frans, JunJie, Joadine, Jasper's family and of course, Sundae, Jasper's Dog.. hahax.. lolx.. yupx.. today i learnt how to give oranges.. its my first time bai nian-ing.. lolx.. and i also learnt how to de-shell a prawn.. he hey.. sounds fun, well.. i've faced the prawn's distant cousin, the crab.. how much more problematic can a prawn be.. hahax... yupx.. so, that was my today.. i feel so sleepy now.. alright.. go do quiet time den i goin for my deep rejuvenating sleep..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
2/04/2006 01:55:00 AM
