Monday, December 05, 2005
the year's comin to an end, but things are stil movin so fast.. my lonely self finds its way back to me.. i like a reject once again.. feels like no one's thr for me when i need them, feels like no noe like me anymore.. wat's happened?.. is it because of me, is it because i care too much for others that it gives them a wrong impression?.. i don't know why ppl jus need to be suspicious of others, of me in fact.. i've done nothin wrong, i've been leadin my life as i should have.. yet i find that even the closest ppl betray me sumtimes.. i feel that my level of trust for everyone has gone down, as if thr's no one in this world that i can trust.. my heart breaks as i think of all this.. is there no one here for me to trust anymore?.. is thr no one who will not betray me?.. they say, wat ever happens, u stil have God, i believe that, but I really wish for a person whom i can really put my trust in, and know that he or she will never betray me or let me down, once or twice is fine, i can't ask for a perfect person can i.. or shall i forever be that lone soul?.. my mind processes these thoughts, my tears flow, my heart breaks.. I need your strength Father, i need your healing..
signed--- => HeNzY <= Frost
12/05/2005 04:02:00 PM
